worms eating my flesh
Two skinny hands in the mirror arise
I was extremely scared and surprised
And I was grabbed and taken away
I'm journeying through space
Nothing
It is what it is
I cannot change it but I can convince it that
I'll make it
Talking to the old me, nobody told me I'd be screaming in tears
Staring the stars, the Sun is resting
The monsters are out and I'm investing
In something, that could never work
It's so cold and dark in this place
The 6 year old me looks at my face
And I hug him, I tell him it's okay to express
What he thinks but he only knows the past
So I traveled back to the year we're now
The hand left a scar in my back and I lie down
To the worms eating my flesh in my grave
I dedicate this song every day
Nothing
If I do it on my own
It's like fighting a cyclone, I'm producing hormones
The glasses I used to wear have no longer lens, seeing the truth with auto defense
Staring the stars, the Sun is resting
The monsters are out and I'm investing
In something, that could never work
It's so cold and dark in this place
The 6 year old me looks at my face
And I hug him, I tell him it's okay to express
What he thinks but he only knows the past
So I traveled back to the year we're now
The hand left a scar in my back and I lie down
To the worms eating my flesh in my grave
I dedicate this song every day
Another day, another battle
Still in the box we talked earlier
They say you should only get things you can handle
But I'm still seeing myself as an warrior
It's so cold and dark in this place
The 6 year old me looks at my face
And I hug him, I tell him it's okay to express
What he thinks but he only knows the past
So I traveled back to the year we're now
The hand left a scar in my back and I lie down
To the worms eating my flesh in my grave
I dedicate this song every day