I Hate My Voice
[Chorus: Micah Callari]
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
I hate my-
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
I hate my-
[Verse 1: Micah Callari]
I met up with this guy, we hadn’t talked since I was 15
He seemed closed off, distant, did he even really like me
We spent the day together but he barely talked to me
Was I enough for his ever burdening masculinity
(Dude, bro, what’s up buddy, hear my jokes and call me funny)
Talking to men has become such a chore
(Boy, kiddo, what’s up chico, you’re my pal, you’re my amigo)
Is it cuz I’m not a man anymore
[Chorus: Micah Callari]
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
Emasculate, elicit
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
Manipulate and fix it
[Post-Chorus: Micah Callari]
Dysphoria will play the long game
If I want to win, I’ll have to make a change
[Verse 2: taylor may]
What the fuck is goin’ on, I got my legs up, cap on, gaviscon, I gotta
Sit right there, jus chillin’ on a chair, keeping my mouth shut like I’m not there
Don’t wanna speak out loud, draw attention on me, why I oughta sound like an imperfection when I speak
Why do I sound like this, am I a freak, formant is the new wave here, have a treat
Why you gotta be a bitch, I just want a little pitch, and now you're acting like this, why you gotta be a bitch
You gotta ruin all the fun, three semis up you better run, paint my nails and flip you off, cause bitch I won
I can sound however I want, I got formant and an octave to flaunt
I can sound however I want, despite it all tho I still hate my-
[Bridge: Micah Callari]
Voice, but I’ve still got no choice
I’m still some fucking toy
You pull the string and listen to my scratchy singing voice
I’m far beyond annoyed
My psyche’s been destroyed
Is there anything to do to fix my awful singing voice
[Pre-Chorus: Micah Callari]
It hurts like hell to hit these high notes
Listen back and hate this song I wrote
The outcome goes against all my hopes
I still think that I feel something in my throat
[Chorus: Micah Callari]
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
Emasculate, elicit
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
I hate my voice
Manipulate and fix it
[Post-Chorus: Micah Callari]
Dysphoria stays the exact same
Please don’t tell me nothing’s ever going to change