Judging A Bullet

She cares a lot, at least that's what she wants us all to think
Life to her is how we see her, not what she should be
She cried today at a funeral for someone she hardly knew
She can hold her breath long enough to just pass through

Such a sweet radiation, I love the burn she leaves on me
Yes, I got the invitation, but the time & place I do not see
Leave it all behind (It's not for you to see)
Keep it all inside, I'll find a way to set you free

I see her every day, she says the pain is just a phase
She cannot find the words to say to break her pretty cage
I'll ride my horse on outta here with middle fingers raised
She pushed the point to keep it known that we would never be

Such a sweet radiation, I love the burn she leaves on me
Yes, I got the invitation, the time & place I do not see
Leave it all behind (It's not for you to see)
Keep it all inside, I'll find a way to set you free

I will watch you, but I'll try not to see
Reinforce the barriers, wishing not to carry her
But it's all, it's all part of the game

I gave my message today
It's been a long time coming, a long time coming
I judge a bullet on its weight
You shot me with the heaviest!
You shot me with the lovelessness!

I will watch you but I'll try not to see
(Such a sweet radiation, I love the burn she leaves on me)
Reinforce the barriers, wishing not to carry her
But it's all part, it's all part of the game

Leave it all behind
It's not for you to see
Feel this just one time - missed opportunity!
Keep it all inside, I'll find a way to set you free

(Such a sweet radiation, I love the burn she leaves on me)