Friday Night

I gave you everything
Yet you wanted more
When I found you I thought I finally scored
But now every single day you just look Fucking bored
Like come on already
I come to you everyday with 20xs the energy
But to you that’s not plenty
Sometimes I feel like I’m not even ready
Sometimes I feel empty inside even though I got you by my side
I just gotta let loose and just live tonight
Crazy how you be jumping to conclusions
Don’t even know what you’re saying
You’re full of confusion
Got me thinking
Got me feeling like I’m sinking
Can’t miss a second of it
Im not blinking
I thought you were the one
A perfect ten
But that was way back when
Now I just wished we stayed as friends
I couldn’t stop it the feeling was immense
Why did I even try
I can’t even decide
Now I’m dying on the inside
Now I’m dying on the inside
Tears falling down
On this Friday night
All I ever wanted was to treat you right
But I did
And all you wanted was to fight
And tbh I still don’t know why
Now I’m staring out this window
I can hear the wind blow
Thinking that people come and go
They ask me “how you doing bro”
Oh you know the usual
But these days feel so unusual
Nothing seems to be soothing
I just gotta hop in the booth
Let go of these emotions
That are always in store
Always in the center
In other words my core
Got me feeling sore
Crazy how it never worked out
Never had my doubts
I saw you from a mile away
But you took another route
Now I’m staring at the clouds
Or look down on the ground
Hear the sounds
I forget it all
I know I shouldn’t ball
Gotta remain strong
I know someone’s out there
Even if theyre far away
I just want my future me to stay healthy and safe
Look at the bright side
I take a deep breath and sigh
Damn I was right
Leave it all behind
Do something else to pass the time
Cause now I know you weren’t worth my time