wet eyes is such a weird thing to say but i didn't know how else to explain it without being basic i think it makes sense in my head

What's wrong with me
Cant even pick up my guitar
Without crying
Don't even know how to start anymore
And everyday
Feels harder and worse than the last
And all my dreams
They kill me
It's hard 2 see
Miss ur laugh
Miss ur smile
The way u ran just like a child
Miss ur voice
Miss ur face without a doubt
Miss ya love
Miss ya care
Miss u every fucking where
I cant seem 2 get a break 2 have dry eyes
I don't go more than a day without wet eyes
What's wrong with me
Whats wrong with me
I won't believe
That you're gone
Tryna figure out all the bullshit in my head
Running from the truth in denial
And i cannot get out of bed as i
Try to live on my own but it's not working out
All i ever wanted was someone who would take care of me
Gotta protect my inner child so carefully
And you were always someone
U gave up ur broken shoulder
Even when i was the one who broke it
Yeah u never shuttered
I didn't deserve you
I'm sorry i hurt you
But i didn't deserve you
You were 2 good 2 be true
What's wrong with me
Whats wrong with me
I won't believe
That you're gone
Miss ya love
Miss ya care
Miss u every fucking where