​gone ​low

[Verse]
I just keep on smoking up, running in the hole
It's hard for me to open up, that come with death for sho'
Might hard for you to show me love, and me to let it hold
In life I see it slow as fuck, been thinking on go
"[?] MIKE, when you sobered up?" I'm shrinking in your soul
Shit I'll try, [?], even had a go
Had it all and had a goal; one, that's why it's always cold
Had to dart and thoughts of sober but sometimes it left me null
Time for me to cope with [?]