SHELL

Just an empty shell
Got nothing to give, is this hell
Why do I live, not feeling well
Not feeling well
It gets better they tell
Want to believe it, but then
I would be lying to myself again
Punching my walls and I yell
Why is it me
Why do I feel
Nothing within
Even my lyrics are getting still
Breaching my thin skin
It's bringing me something
My heart is pounding
I'm sweating and choking
Panic incoming
It's turning my stomach
I might even vomit
Run into shower
I'm fully clothed
I feel like I'm drowning already so fuck it
I'm Drowning my demons
I think they're beneath us
They know how to swim
But I can't swim for shit
Just an empty shell
Got nothing to give, is this hell
Why do I live, not feeling well
Not feeling well
I'm pointing in every direction I see
Except the direction that points towards me
It's easy for you to say
Get enough sleep
I'm sleeping on problems that eventually
Will tear me apart
And slice up my heart
Pick up my pieces
And throw me a block
Then kick me around
And punch in my mouth
The torture is endless
Say it aloud
Shout shout shout shout
Shout shout shout shout
You will go deaf when I let it all out
Yeah I might be depressed
I might be distressed
I need to impress
Have a need to be best
I never rest, you better let the testament rest itself
Rest assured, don't ever underestimate the level of precision pestilence
Testing your respiratory systems, arrest me then
Unless we go again,
Not right now but later when I'm
Just an empty shell
Got nothing to give, is this hell
Why do I live, not feeling well
Not feeling well