Wrongside

I'm getting older but the fears don't change
It's all the same except my age
I want to know if I can live a day
Without the shame of my mistakes

Hold them close to my chest
Replay every mistake
But I'm doing my best
Downward spiral again
Losing touch with my friends
Call them back when this ends

'Cause I'm tongue tied
Trying to tell myself I'm alright
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
It's been a long ride
Spinning circles and I'm so tired
Always running on the wrong side of my mind

Sometime I wonder if I'd be happy
If I gave up on all of these dreams
The line is getting so fucking blurry
With what I want, and what I need

Hold 'em close to my chest
Replay every mistake
But I'm doing my best
Downward spiral again
Losing touch with my friends
Call them back when this ends

'Cause I'm tongue tied
Trying to tell myself I'm alright
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
It's been a long ride
Spinning circles and I'm so tired
Always running on the wrong side of my mind

It all feels out of reach
And it used to never be
How'd I get so far deep
The blame is on me
I'm my worst enemy

Always tongue tied
Trying to tell myself I'm alright
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
It's been a long ride
Spinning circles and I'm so tired
Always running on the wrong side of my mind