Taking A Year Off

I've been taking my time
Waiting around for something it never comes
I'm not trying to sound like I am cynical
Cause I've been here before
I know the way that this works
And it's really not working
I think every day if anything here is worth it
I keep to myself cause I don't need to know
So I stare at the clock until it's time time to go
I've been bored for so long
So I just started writing
These little songs became the only thing
That I could relate to
So I've been talking to strangers
And blowing these speakers
I left you all behind cause if I ever need this
It'll be on my own
I think better alone
And if no one's around they can't tell me I'm wrong
And I'm wrong oh many times I'm wrong
I'm taking this year off
And writing so many things off it's uncomfortable
But I'll admit when I cry and if you see me tonight you can know
Most likely I'm ready to go