4 A.M.

I'm not sure if I can change the world, but I can try
Even if I fail in their eyes, I'ma still try tryna find the perfect words, yeah, it leaves
Me tongue-tied This new year's got me feelin' scared, I can't
Lie Growin' up fast, but I guess that's just life

How long will it last with me always feelin' like I
Gotta measure up, false humility and pride It's time to double up, buckle down, speakin my mind this new sound's got me writing down extensively
Never thought of myself as a leader, won't pretend to be

Somebody that I'm not, I'm just livin' how I'm 'pposed to be
Followin' the will of The Maker, The One who created me
Money ain't the root of all evil, gotta check your heart beat
Into these tracks, infused with passion, it ain't hard to see

Leavin' these doors locked, cause I know The One who has the key
That's a capital O, not changin' it for anything
Had to slow it down, put the focus on the main thing
What's next for me now, I don't know, but I know one thing

I'ma keep the ones around who stay with me when I have nothing
Gotta earn respect, and nowadays, the same when it comes to trustin
Yeah, tell me how you feel, lets be honest, and discuss it
See, relationships scare me because I'm not one to discuss it

Tryin' to give my God my everything when he's askin' for one thing
Seekin' out my heart, it ain't much, but here's somethin
I got a handful of pieces, if anyone could put me back together its Jesus
Tryna hit the city with impact, give him all that I have

Here, well done, my servant, I am glad
I spend a lot of time runnin', am I runnin' away
I runnin' towards somethin', askin' myself every day
Mama, worked too hard for me to be lazy, man

I can't stay in the same spot
If I can't walk, then I'ma crawl, yeah
Yeah, 4 a.m