Freak

Am I alone with the thoughts that I have?|I'm afraid that I'm scared of myself|Am I the only one to doubt who I am?|Wish I was someone else||Everytime I try to swim, it pulls me,|pulls me deeper down|Everytime I try to fly, it holds me,|holds me to the ground||It tells me I'm a freak,|drains me,|the monster inside of me|Freak|Save me|The enemy is inside of me||Would be easier to fight someone else|than the war I fight within|It's impossible to hide from yourself|Where do I begin?||Everytime I dare to dream it wakes me,|wakes me with a cry|Everytime I dare to love it hates me,|hates me 'til it dies||It tells me I'm a freak,|drains me,|the monster inside of me|Freak|Save me|The enemy is inside of me||Screaming, laughing, the voice is inside my head|Freak, silent echo inside my head||Love me, can you even love at all|show me, show me what I ought to know|Mirror, mirror mirror on the wall|tell me, tell me that I'm beautiful||It tells me I'm a freak,|drains me,|the monster inside of me||Freak|drains me|the monster inside of me|Freak|Save me|The enemy is inside of me||It tells me I'm a freak|