Within Darkness There's Always Something Beautiful

I'm just trying to build this fucking world on my own
I see a couple potential neighbor's but they just took a look at me
Saw something damaged and alone
They just took advantage of it and went home
I wear my heart on my sleeve just to welcome the ones who stayed and grew from the things
That I've shared to the things that I've grown from
I know I'm not so grown
I got so stuck picking and choosing the things I wanted to hear
From the people I love the most
All the problems that I've fucking faced all the ill thoughts I had in my mind at 17
Watch as the fresh blood turns into the grass that's always painted green
The only thing I've ever asked for was peace
I dunked my head in the water sop I couldn't see or breathe
Looking in the mirror blurry visions
Oh yeah that's the shit you can't even see
Yeah but I'm only checking if there's a beautiful person I can see or be
Yeah check in the mirror and see if there's a...
Uh yeah
But I said fuck it let me rest in peace
Ugh but I said fuck it
But I said fuck it let me rest in peace
I can hear your voice, no I don't like the sound of that
I can hear your voice
Hm
No I don't like the sound of that ughhh
I can hear your voice
Ha
Woo
Hmnmm
And no I don't like the sound of that
I can hear your voice
And no I don't like the sound of that
I can hear your voice
I can hear it that shit is too loud
Can't you just pimp down
Hmmmhmm
Yeah