​used to being used.

I think at this point I'm used to being used
I don't know if I get angry at it anymore
I just accept it
I get scared to speak up for
Myself and turn to hope
What my intuition tells me is wrong
At this point, I'm used to being used
I'm not strong enough to hold myself up
My trust issues have grown immensely
And I've somewhat learned to like being used
And now I welcome the pain
It's no stranger to me
I hope it will help me grow
I know there are some
Herе with good intentions
Most don't seem to show
God, please don't usе me
You're the only one I have left
I'm used to being used