Every Time
Morris Felidae
Every time that I forget
What I was before you I
Sit and celebrate the change
Changing soul and changing eyes
And I forget every time
What I was before you I
Know there's no reason to hide
No there's no reason to hide
Every day I'm closer now
To the meaning of the sound
Sounds of summer once again
Where my fleeting joy will end
And I forget every time
What I was before the sun
Showed me everything was fine
I'm afraid I lost my way
Way too afraid of the past
Circling back up ahead
Coming up now it's so fast
Heart is heavy, full of lead
And I forget every time
How hard it is to try
When you're reading all the signs
And it's easier to die
Turns out after all this time
Break nirvana just to find
Turns out after all
This clawing cancer's still in my brain