Thank You

To the most important woman in my life I'm sending you Kisses and hugs
There were times that I would hate you but you shown me So Much love
Went outta your way to stop me when I behaved like a thug
Like a lioness that's overly protective of her cubs
Been slaving at work all day coming home late
Took away your youth I seen it depreciate
Kept a roof over my head and good meals on my plate
Now anything I give backs just a measly rebate
Consequences for my actions, forgiveness a clean slate
Taught me everything about love I ain't never seen you hate
Success is on the horizon mama I can feel it just wait
I know Everything good has its time and it's place
The love we have for each other transcends time and space
And Nobodies promised Tomorrow so I'ma speak like it's my last day
Grew up a screw up but I've now repented of my past ways
I know life wouldve been different much different if dad stayed
But you been there for me through every good and bad day
Now I've never been one for credit but this debt I can't pay
Everytime that I feel lost I know il find you halfway
I always take for granted il find you on my pathway
They say legends are forever but I know you can't stay
And I know you hate me rapping but I hope you can sing along
I gotta tell you straight up I ain't never met someone as strong 
I'm hope I'm your son in every life that distant from this one
Coz i have every intention of finishing what I've begun
Because I've never felt a place where i so easily belong
Feels like il never get it right coz I did so much wrong
But my gratitude remains forever, forever in this song
And I thank you for abundance of love
I thank you I thank you for never giving it up
I thank you for always picking me up I thank you although I
Never could never thank you enough
Thank you for abundance of love
I thank you I thank you for never giving it up
I thank you for always picking me up I thank you although I
Never could never thank you enough

What up dad it didn't feel like we were doomed in the start
Remember you made me brave when I was afraid of the dark
You always knew what to say guess I resemble your smarts
Your famous spin bowling in the back of the yard
I pretended to be klusener and hit you outta the park
Your battle with depression probably ended your spark
At that time I couldn't imagine life would tear us apart
Memories in the brain and  the feelings stay in the  heart
My role model my idol you were the man to me
Still remember the day you left it deeply saddened me
The responsibilities you left behind quickly fell on me
I didn't have a plan b it felt like you abandoned me
Don't have to tell you how difficult that was it's self explanatory
In anime terms I swear the devastation was Planetary
We all atone for our own sins in life guess that's mandatory
Didn't see it then but life cut a big branch of my family Tree
My sadness turned into anger Anger converts to hate
Realized Bad company and Substances is never an escape
How else does a lost soul  drown his sorrow and heartache
Coz deep down inside you know that just another mistake
It's all in the past now but I gotta get it off my chest 
Picked myself up from the dirt When everything was a mess
Times i wasn't sure precisely What I'd  do next 
Causing all my loved ones a lotta  panic and stress
Learned my lessons the hard way that's probably the best
Coz now i see my hardships as my biggest tests
Looking back on everything God dammit I'm  Blessed
Now I look at you strange sometimes it seems  you're a Guest
I've masked my emotion for years and felt weak to even show it
Thinking it would disappear and il eventually outgrow it
Faced up to my demons it's only 1 life I can't blow it
You made me stronger without being there,  i didn't even know it
But i
I Thank you for your cumbersome love
I Thank I thank you for always giving it up
I Thank you for hardly calling me up
I Thank although I know I could thank you enough
Thank you for your cumbersome love
I Thank I thank you for always giving it up
I Thank you for hardly calling me up
I Thank although I know I could thank you enough
I Thank you for your cumbersome love
I Thank I thank you for always giving it up
I Thank you for hardly Calling me up
Thank you for letting down so I could pick myself up