Lost in the Sauce

When I'm Lost and Suicidal
Ain't No Warfare with my Rivals
Gone colliding with my problems
Drown my thoughts inside a bottle
And i sip it, mix it, twist a little
Grapefruit with some Bulleit Whiskey
Quick, the quicker picker upper
Take my problems, spin and twist them
Shits inside a blender... Listen
This is not a gimmick... ive been
Living to the limit... I been
Living out my lyrics... I been
Screaming in the Mirror
But Nobody seems to hear it, I'm in
Fear of 40, fighting fate forever, fuck it
Cuz im finished...
Dwindling all my ambitions, slipping...
Maybe i'm just tripping
Mistaken in my visions
That life is something other than this shit
I'm remised, plus im pissed, at the bliss
Others achieve, while im stuck in the midst
Kicking shit... bob and i weave
But I never can dip from the pit... Coddling Me
Pulling me in the mits of its grip... Swallow my dreams
Vomiting up the list of my fits
Now im mixed in this twisted abyss (Bitch)

Cuz i'm Saucey
Rocked Me, Gon to the limit, Hearing Voices
I'm warring with the man in the mirror
Bitch I'm Saucey
Off Vodka, Rum and Tequila
Johnny Walker, Moscato, Hennessy and Tecate
Bitch Im Saucey
Lost In The Sauce, fill the void
Now my conscience is gone, Paranoia dissolved
Bitch I'm Saucey
And sloppy, vomit in a potty
Calling all my demons to come and have a party...

And Dani worry bout me, she be tryna stop me
When I come to her crib, I see her pops sloppy
Off Colt 45, watching Harriet and Ozzy
It prolly, take him to a time back when he was care free
Mirror Me, Cuz I be, On Youtube, Watching
Ahhhh Real Monsters, and Two Stupid Dogs
Sippin St. Ides, It's obvious, I'm, just not the nigga that I was
Only time I'm revived, is when I got a little buzz...
I seen the same shit happen to my uncle
Numbing his war scars and his inner pain
All the shame, and the doubts and the regrets
Can't untangle the cobwebs in his brain
My worst fear is his present is my future
Or my present is my last yesterday
Cuz we say that we'll do better tomorrow
But tomorrow never turns to today...

Cuz im Saucey
Rocked Me, Gon to the limit, Hearing Voices
I'm warring with the man in the mirror
Bitch Im Saucey
Off Vodka, Rum and Tequila
Johnny Walker, Moscato, Hennessy and Tecate
Bitch Im Saucey
Lost In The Sauce, fill the void
Now my conscience is gone, Paranoia dissolved
Bitch I'm Saucey
And sloppy, vomit in a potty
Calling all my demons to come and have a party...