I'm Ok But I Miss You

I'm ok now Taylor but I miss you
I have never met you but missing you makes me blue
You say I'm sorry
Why worry about me
Then you date again
And I hate you again even more
You make love feel like a chore
You've had a four year relationship behind my back
I didn't know about that
You say I'm sorry
Why worry about me
Then you date again
And I hate you again even more
You make love feel like a chore
I remember it all too well
For years you would date men behind my back whilst I was relapsing
And becoming psychotic
You were getting erotic with a man
Again and again for your song writing plan
You say I'm sorry
Why worry about me
Then you date again
And I hate you again even more
You make love feel like a chore
I day dream over you and become lost in time
Wishing you were mine
Sometimes I feel sad about you
But I try my best not to show it
Sometimes I feel depressed about you but I try not to show it
You say I'm sorry
Why worry about me
Then you date again
And I hate you again even more
You make love feel like a chore
My feelings for you are ambiguous
That is why you are hard for me to love
Because you are always cheating on me Taylor
Please love me not him