Depression
Depression is strong I am weak
That's why I stay inside and heave
That's why depression is inside of me
That's why depression says it's kind to me
That's why depression is blinding me
Everything I see is a lie to me
That's why depression is confining me
Thats why im dying with this depression inside of me
Life's so sad and gray
Im as ice cold as grey
The whole world feels like a weight
Society i don't know how to navigate
My body's heavy
My palms are sweaty
My mind is trying to stay steady
I'm not ready
God please help me what's wrong with me
I'm trying to understand what I see
I wake up, eat, and go to sleep
Repeat everything and weep
I let the disease seep
I think about people fighting over rubbish heap
I just want to leave using a quantum leap
Why do I feel like a whore who's cheap
Why do I feel like an outcast sheep
I think I need to go drown my soul in a steep
God this shit is deep
Depression is strong I am weak
That's why I stay inside and heave
That's why depression is inside of me
That's why depression says it's kind to me
That's why depression is blinding me
Everything I see is a lie to me
That's why depression is confining me
Thats why im dying with this depression inside of me
What if i just ended it
Everyone would benefit
My whole life i felt like a degenerate
The amount of pain im in you cant measure it
I mean come on nobody cares
No one's ever there
This burden it tears
At my soul while everyone stares
I feel like there's a ton of bricks on my chest
I lay my whole story open to digest
I guess i feel like i'm obsessive with all my ideas of civil unrest of the lest
I feel like my whole mind is cluttered in disarray
I feel like everyone wants me to pay
For a sin that I never obeyed
I might as well delay this essay and start my decay
Depression is strong I am weak
That's why I stay inside and heave
That's why depression is inside of me
That's why depression says it's kind to me
That's why depression is blinding me
Everything I see is a lie to me
That's why depression is confining me
Thats why im dying with this depression inside of me
What if I took this gun
And ended it all wouldn't it be fun
No but it would get rid of the pain of some
People cause they don't care when i've had enough
They say god gives you what you can handle
But right now my life i want to put on cancel
Every action i do feels like a gamble
I might as well place my head on a mantle
I'm about to cock it
You can not a stop it
I'm about to unload it
Good luck trying to block it
Ok here it goes
I'm about to blow
My brains out
With one last go
Here we go
Huhuhuhu
Boom
Depression is strong I am weak
That's why I stay inside and heave
That's why depression is inside of me
That's why depression says it's kind to me
That's why depression is blinding me
Everything I see is a lie to me
That's why depression is confining me
Thats why im dying with this depression inside of me
Now i'm leaving you depression
Now begins my confessions