Serendipity

I can't help that I'm paranoid
She still freaks me out
I don't know what I'm doing here
It all feels so drawn out
I don't feel good about where I am
It goes on and on
The cycle spins inside my head
It hurts too much I want it gone

I'm falling in
I don't know how I feel
I just say the wrong things
It's all become so real

I need to take a moment
She still fucks with my head
Why can't I let it die
I need to put it all to bed
You said you'd wait for me
But is it really enough
I thought I was okay
But it still catches up
It shouldn't hurt anymore
But it all takes a toll
I wish I could move on
These feelings are so old
You make me feel different now
I was just being used
I think I'm in love
Or maybe I'm just confused

I'm falling in
I don't know how I feel
I just say the wrong things
It's all become so real

I'm falling in
I don't know how I feel
I just say the wrong things
It's all become so real
I'm falling in
I don't know how I feel
I just say the wrong things
It's all become so real