Bad Best Friend

I only wanna say things that are pure: now I won't be talking anymore.
I only wanna do things that are true. every time I move I'm hurting you.
I wanna know what is it that you do
To keep from hurting anyone but you?
Cause I still say your name when I don't feel right, just like I used to
And if most people fade to gray and black, you'll fade to light blue.
I think too much and then start talking mean.
Where did I get all these selfish genes?
Best friends, I'm a bad best friend.
I'll meet you today when no-one is watching.
We'll throw our money away, I'll meet you today.