Wondering (feat. Jai Ivy)

Tell me what was it
That made you show me what love is
All my buttons turn on I let you touch it
Your touches were like
All my suffering just fuck it
Plus the way you fucked it
Really thought you saw me
Kisses was consistent visions
Showing me you want me
Gave me faith like Christians
Yeah I missed when you would bother me
Minding my own business
How we end up you on top of me
I admit I miss it but you're missing and I
Can't understand why
I loved you I can't lie
But why you had to switch up on me
Just like a lamp light
Writing by a lamp light
Listing what you've taken from me
This was the plan right
This is the man type
Got kids I can't cry
But now I'm here on standby

Wondering is you sick of me
Was I too much
Do I deserve what you did to me
You really you suck
I'm really hurt, this an injury
I thought this was true love
Thought you was worth it we're meant to be
Now tell me how to find a new drug

You really put me on my ass
Thought this was meant to last
Two and a half years
How can that be too fast
How the fuck your timing sucks
When you know momdukes just passed
How the fuck can I give up
I suck it up and have to laugh
Why'd you treat me like your treasure
Just to throw me to the trash
Those puzzle pieces scattered
I love you does it matter
It was you I wanted to give it to
My butt was getting fatter
Now I look inside the mirror
Hope the image doesn't shatter
I'm broken
Boy you left me wide open
Quarterback, hope you come back
Cause only you's where my home is
What is that
Why'd you distract me redirected my focus
Gemini shedded my
Many sides and emotions

My mind keeps racing
Wine tasting
I'm pacing
Please come back boy I'm patient
Don't tell me you've got a replacement
Don't love me no more then just say it