Suicide
Me oh me me oh my
Don't know what I'd do if you wasn't in my life
Would I play the fool would I think about it twice
Would I go to school would I reconsider life
Me oh me oh me oh my
Wonder what I'd do if you if you wasn't in my life
Looking at these blessings looking at my future wife
No I'm never stressing cause I know where I abide
Me oh me oh me oh my
Wonder what I'd do if you wasn't in my life
Would I play the fool would I think about it twice
Would I go to school would I reconsider life
And I been taking your advice
Put me to the side kinda feel like suicide
And if I'm dead in body then it mean alive in Christ
You think it's just a hobby but I'm speaking on my life
Aye
And I remember I used to wait
Praying for these blessings and complaining about my plate
I didn't understand his timing always saying that he's late
Eating on some French fries when He could've had me steak
Oh
And I know a little more
I really started reading and I'm really start'na to grow
I'm never feeling lonely and I finally got control
I made me a new friend and then he taught me all I know
Aye
Me oh me me oh my
Don't know what I'd do if you wasn't in my life
Would I play the fool would I think about it twice
Would I go to school would I reconsider life
Me oh me oh me oh my
Wonder what I'd do if you if you wasn't in my life
Looking at these blessings looking at my future wife
No I'm never stressing cause I know where I abide
Me oh me oh me oh my
Wonder what I'd do if you wasn't in my life
Would I play the fool would I think about it twice
Would I go to school would I reconsider life
Mmmm
And now I think about it more
Cause if I'm dead in body then I'm never dead in soul
I said it's suicide sounding like it, yeah I know
And if I had to do it twice I'd tie the knot and hang the rope
Aye
It took a little while to learn
But now I know for sure and now I'm never gonna turn
And ain't no way that you gon stop me ain't no way that ima burn
It took me way too long get back guess it means it's lesson learned
No
And you can't take me off this high
Because I was so low and now I just feel so alive
And now they ask me why I'm happy while I'm saying suicide
If you know what I'm saying turn your head up to the sky
Aye
Me oh me me oh my
Don't know what I'd do if you wasn't in my life
Would I play the fool would I think about it twice
Would I go to school would I reconsider life
Me oh me oh me oh my
Wonder what I'd do if you if you wasn't in my life
Looking at these blessings looking at my future wife
No I'm never stressing cause I know where I abide
Me oh me oh me oh my
Wonder what I'd do if you wasn't in my life
Would I play the fool would I think about it twice
Would I go to school would I reconsider life