One Winged Angel

Reminiscing about the old days
I wonder if I chose the right way
If I could go back to the past to fix my mistakes
Right now it's probably too late and I should probably stay phased
About the future present that's coming directly my way
All this pressure from my peers that I get
Feeling like an unpayable debt
Placing puzzles but they cannot connect
Important shit is what I always forget
Honestly, Lord, tell me what's gon' be next
Cause I'm here tryna figure out
If this isn't a fantasy, this life I dream about
Lots of unanswered questions I can't stand to live without
But I guess we'll be alright beyond a shadow of a doubt
But trust me, if I'm wrong, I swear I'll never change
For the money and the clout, I'll always stay the same
I'm taking anyone that stuck me through all the pain
I choose loyalty over royalty without no shame
And it's on my momma's name
I levitate
Hit my knees, thank the Lord, everyday I'm safe
God forgive me for my sins, I seek for better days
I know there's light in the tunnel, I'm patient on the way
If nothing, cross my heart and hope to die and pray my soul you take