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Can't help but being deceived by God's creation
Can't help myself but feed with disbelief throughout these changes
If no one listens, why should I be patient
How long can I be painless
Why does my pride seem aimless
But I'm walking towards the tunnel with my eyes closed
Beating heart in ice cold, bleeding thoughts seized my surroundings
Is there a way around this
Than being stuck holding a thread of hope
While being stuck and tied up within this endless rope
Can't belong in this desperate globe
Where they find comfort in these senseless golds
Where families turn into pretentious foes
The more I know, the less I see
My peace and signs inside me that tries to speak
It takes much more than quiet to keep
It takes much more than breath to survive
With this filthy disguise, how can you keep your line straight
Why this life feels like a mind game
This can't be the life that I've chosen