Hold Of Me

Something raw bitter and elusive
Another straw of glitter and abusive
Something pale comfortable and useless
It's catching up with me with intensity
Given time I remember how to do this
I don't know how I let myself lose it
If I was anything anything but clueless
It now occurs to me finally

For all the wrongs I might endure
For every sickness there's a cure
I close the door
You won't get hold of me
For all the bridges I have burned
For every lesson I have learned
I'm on the rove
You won't get hold of me

Every muscle hurts every nerve pinches
I grind my teeth I grind myself to inches
The things you said were crawling up my spine
Not any more the choice is mine
Given time I get myself sorted
Fight back any claim you had me distorted
If I ever learn to challenge all my rage
You better try to hide when I turn the page

For all the roads I might endure
For every moment I am sure
I won't give up
You won't get hold of me
For all doors that I have closed
An opportunity arose
I'm on the move
You won't get hold of Me