Dirty

My dawg startin' to change
But they all walk the same
This girl just want a watch
My dawg just want a chain
How far y'all go to even get me here
Y'all watched the whole thing
Relieve pressure in the vocal room
Been loggin' my pain
I'm takin' notes, I'm takin' notes
To know that I've been here before
I bet you never been took on a date with stars in the ceilin' before
I bet the sex that you want comin' after dinner, but I get it before
I bet when we done you collectin' your shit knowin' he never hit it before
You yellin', "Yo, roll up the dope!"
Leave me alone, you missed it a minute ago
Each rolled our own individual
They worshiping like ritual
They say the shit sort of spiritual
They say the music lyrical
Stay prayin' for a fuckin' miracle
Gotta learn to never lose focus
All I dreamed for and all I'm hopin'
How'd I get here and not lose focus
I drank so much I'm slow motion
Cut these lights off, wrist still glowin'
D'usse' bottles, I'm still pourin'
Lock my secrets up, you think you know 'em
Told myself I'd never show 'em

How the hell can you sit here and expect for me to just listen
All the things that we been through
You the only person I vent to
If I fell, you the one I went to
You a dirty girl, but I miss you
How the hell can I drink this if I never stay with just sippin'
All the money I went through
And all the bitches that dissed you
It's hell, but I'm gonna sit through it
(It's hell, but I'm gonna sit through it)
You a dirty girl, but I miss you

I know I fucked up some situations, I wasn't ready
I think you hate me pushin' weight 'cause I only lift heavy
I wanted closer relationships, but fuck it they deadly
You don't throw more than what they got
Then they start to forget it
When I feel tension, never let up, just tighten my grip up
I'm walkin' Highland in black designer like this a stick up
Don't look behind me, don't do rewindin', just keep your chin up
I feel enough of all the guilt when I'm lookin' in mirrors
I'm yellin', "No, can't even cope!"
Leave me alone, you missed it a minute ago
Had to change up the visual
Had to ask what I did it for
Talk to God like I'm spiritual
Had to put down the digital
Moral code ain't printable
Gotta learn to never lose focus
All I dreamed for and all I'm hopin'
How'd I get here and not lose focus
I drank so much I'm slow motion
Cut these lights off, wrist still glowin'
D'usse' bottles, I'm still pourin'
Lock my secrets up, you think you know 'em
Told myself I'd never show 'em

How the hell can you sit here and expect for me to just listen
All the things that we been through
You the only person I vent to
If I fell, you the one I went to
You a dirty girl, but I miss you
How the hell can I drink this if I never stay with just sippin'
All the money I went through
And all the bitches that dissed you
It's hell, but I'm gonna sit through it
(It's hell, but I'm gonna sit through it)
You a dirty girl, but I miss you

(You a dirty girl, but I miss you)
(You a dirty girl, but I miss you)
(You a dirty girl, but I miss you)
(You a dirty girl, but I miss you)