Wish

I wished I was you
Swimming away
Into his arms
He looks like a god
And he smells
Like the sea

I wished I could move
Like you
But here I lay prune faced

They say that you're just coping baby
Still, can't help but cry
While you were healing in his bed
I didn't cross his mind

You don't know what you lost
Because you have it again
I'm so tired
And I need
To rest

I cannot compare to you
A fool, I do, I lose
You're everything that I am not
You don't wish you choose