Last Night

[Verse: Nics]
Last night I met the girl I want to be with
But she don't feel the same
So I stay in my lane so depressing got me stressed
Tryna let you know what’s in my brain
So I'll sit on reserve I can't stand this
Man I swear  I didn't plan this 
Thought I had it with my tactics
Thought we'd set fire to the world with no matchstick 
But it ended tragic
Next guy here full of Malice 
Me heartbroken surrounded by words never spoken 
Lemme take a sip of this potion 
Forget about our wonderland in this place
Where you were my Alice 
But there weren't enough magic to keep the motion
I weren't chosen heart frozen
An ocean full of thoughts you won't see
All because I couldn't be that type of guy you wanted me to be
But I'd change if I needed to 
You lead me on you weren't meaning too
‘Cos I'm so so closed  you didn't know if I was feeling you
And that's a burden I'll carry
See as long as your happy I couldn't care less for what I'm feeling
Now we don't talk for my own reasons
But I hope that can change like the seasons
We clocked on when it was too late
And it's the fact it was too bait 
We can't even make change to a situation that we penny 
Where the feelings were too great 
I hope we don't lose faith
As I walk around head down covering my mouth
And a smile thats too fake  
And a mindset too real
I spent a lifetime impressing you 
Man I always saw the best in you
As I walked out the room lost hope cold feels
You told me Don't Go
That was the Wretch in you
A conflicted mind all stressing you
I can tell that it's real
Man I’d be so pissed if I let this slip
And no one in the world had a clue of how I feel 
Too bad
Ah lemme just jump on a set leng it down and go mad
And show these guys that I'm still over here something like a do-rag 
My hearts so cold lemme lose that
Go try again why would I do that 
Love coming in here tryna move back
This ain't like me now that's a true fact