Sandwiches
[Verse 1]
I wanna eat with you, smile and spend some time with you
Have some barbeque eating, just like we used to
I wanna pretend that we made amends like our relationship didn't hit a deep end
I, I saw the truth and it scared me
Thorns in my heart worse than the time you yelled at Arby's
I don't wanna pretend that I don't know anymore
Acting these days is such a sore chore
I just
[Chorus]
I miss the days you would serenade me
Hold me close because I was your baby
I miss those days before our hearts parted ways
You're a stranger
[Refrain]
Maybe I should just accept the fate that's sat in front of me
The hurt created by your actions stung me like a killer bee
My raging nightmares that plagued my mind had turned into reality
So much I want, yet cannot have
I'm an empathetic wannabe
A wannabe
A wannabe
I'm a wannabe
I'm an empathetic wannabe
[Verse 2]
Perfection is something that I've always despised
Yet I reached towards it like a flightless bird tryna fly
Thinking to myself, will you finally stay?
If I become someone you can praise or will you see me as a piggybank
Someone to refill your precious gas tank
I just want some normalcy, can't you hear me?
So I no longer feel like a weirdo
Tearing up at the dinner table like a fucking sicko
I don't know which route to take
Where my hands should reach out to
My little heart broke into two
I compare this love to when I'm staring from the distance
Accepting coexistence, the path with least resistance
A deep fear of abandonment is shining in brilliance
I
[Chorus]
I miss the days you would serenade me
Hold me close because I was your baby
I miss those days before our hearts parted ways
You're a stranger
[Bridge]
A hundred year old demon with a lack of guidance
A burden of living, give me just one more time (One time)
Just another chance, like you, like you'd always say
[Refrain]
Maybe I should just accept the fate that's sat in front of me
The hurt created by your actions stung me like a killer bee
My raging nightmares that plagued my mind had turned into reality
So much I want, yet cannot have
I'm an empathetic wannabe
A wannabe
A wannabe
I'm a wannabe