20 Freestyle

It's Leo season
(Sweet)
I just turned twenty
Big blessings, yeah
I had plenty
I just wanna grow
But feeling trapped
Up in this city
Ain't no sympathy
No handouts or no pity
Had to get myself out situations
They was sticky
Feeling sorry
For the folks that I cut off
I know they miss me
But I'm moving on
I gotta blow
So you are history
Why I'm doing better by myself
It ain't no mystery
Really ain't no way
I'll ever fall
Destined for victory, ah
When I was nine
They took my brother from me
Still ain't recovered from it
Take a look at my timeline
It's been a jungle for me
(yeah)
You know
It's really been a struggle for me
(Yeah)
Twenty years ago
My mama did her thang and
Now I'm singing for her
Never repped a set
But it's on me
That I'll be banging for her
I was adding to the hurt you see
So now I'm changing for her
Man, who you think I'm changing for
I ain't satisfied with nothing
Shit, I be needing something
Too many tell me they love me
But I can see they bluffin'
Sorry for the isolation
I be taking to heal
I been working overtime
So I don't ever have to steal
I don't even rap for real
I just know how rappers feel
I just going through the music
And sniffing the daffodils
I don't want no rapper deals
'Cause them deals get rappers killed
Rest in peace to Pop
The shit is really sad still
(Yeah)
Like that shit is really crazy
He was only a year older than me
So he was still a baby
And the evil shit that I seen
Never seizes to amaze me
And I can't forget
The trials and tribs
'Cause that's the shit that made me
I just turned twenty in a pandemic
So if I'm trappin' or rappin'
Don't make a damn difference
And I done struggled so long
Can't wait till
Them bands hittin'
Cause I'm tired of
Steaming them drinks
And warming up
Sandwiches
I'm a lion in the jungle
That mean I go for mine
I know I'm truthfully humble
So I'm gone really shine
I'm the real definition of my
Zodiac sign
So if they pulling niggas cards
They bet' not reach for mine
I figured it out, man
God put you where you supposed
To be
And like I'm social distanced
I don't want nobody close to me
Mask up
Tell em
To back up
Know it's my birthday
You know Im bout to act up
Want it in the
Worst way
I gotta run my bag up
Know it's gone hurt me
If I don't get my ass up
Too many people
Depending on me
And I don't really need it
You can keep your
Opinion, homie
I told em
"I'm the GOAT"
We gone float like
The ceiling, homie
And no I cannot stop
Because I need like
A milli' on me
We all got a family to feed
So what's making niggas
Feel like they better than me
I'ma cook it up
Yeah, I got the recipe
My insecurities, yeah
They got the best of me
But that's over now
Y'all get the rest of me
(Get the rest of me)