Rose Tea

In December
I remember
Those fairytales that lived in my mind
Would come alive in this world of mine
I miss when the snow would fall and everyone that I loved
Was right by my side
No worries, or stress, or complaints
Wasn't struggling by the finish line
And ooh
Just wasting away in time
Time
Now I lay in my apartment
And I play-act like I'm fine
All alone
On my phone
Stuck inside
One, two, three, five, ten, eight, nine
My mind, my mind
Oh, trying to keep steady
I wish they'd know
I'm not a perfect person
I need space to grow and
Time, time, time, time, time, time, time
I am, I am
Losing direction
With thoughts of you
Seasonal, they say it's seasonal
Just only when the sun goes down at five-pm
But this feeling has been winning since summer was here
In September, very late August
I lost my footing and never gained it again
Kept steady by the love of my friends
One, two, three, five, ten, eight, nine
My mind, my mind
Oh, trying to keep steady
I wish they'd know
I'm not a perfect person
I need space to grow and
Time, time, time, time, time, time, time
I am, I am
Losing direction
With thoughts of you
Alive
Alive
Time
Time, time, time, time, time, time
Time, time, time, time, time, time
Time