Medicine

I'm not taking my medicine
It's only out of luck that
I'm not leaving my bed again
My common sense is stuck
I don't know how it really began
Can I say that I'm upset
If I'm not taking my medicine, medicine?

Bring my levels down
Don't that seem fun
Thought I'd feel better now
But I'm at square one
Things don't go away
When you try to run
Compensate for what I haven't got

And I'm trying
To prove that I don't need ya
I'm focused on believing
That I'm trying
I know I hold the key but
I'm know I'm gonna leave it
Alone

Follow me to my room again
You always feel the same
Forget the why the where and the when
Could you remind me of your name?
I don't want this to ever end
But I'm trying to escape
Why don't you pass me my medicine, medicine

Baby hold my hand
I'm not in touch
Drink my confidence
But I've had too much
Lose it all then come
Back for the rush
Compensate for what I haven't got

And I'm trying
To prove that I don't need ya
I'm focused on believing
That I'm trying
I know I hold the key but
I'm know I'm gonna leave it
Alone

One more
Teach me how to be myself
One less
Show me how to be somebody else
Two more
Am I looking normal now
Two less
Hopeless

And I'm trying
To prove that I don't need ya
I'm focused on believing
That I'm trying
I know I hold the key but
I'm know I'm gonna leave it
Alone