Had To Leave

Now you know why I had to go I had to go
I still love you
I hope you know I hope you know
Embrace the truth
We were never meant to be
Sorry I had to leave sorry I had to leave
Now you know why I had to go I had to go
I still love you
I hope you know I hope you know
Embrace the truth
We were never meant to be
Sorry I had to leave sorry I had to leave
If you could see inside of my head you'd know why
I had to leave can't put into words I just gotta go I
I have to flee disastrously I was planning B a fall back
But a far cry like a park ride from the side where it's dark by
Can't reach out for some help when you're arms tied
I surface
These arms that I swing I'm fighting for the air that I can't breathe
But no one could see from this side it was just me
When it's so dark that you can't see
When it's so dark that you
No sigh of relief the darkest demons I done ever seen
Why am I put up to pitch when it feels like already split from by the seams
What they don't see from behind the scenes
What they don't hear all the cries and the screams
The bar that I set so high the feeling that I can't reach but I must see
What bars I'm missing can't sit back to a song and listen (why?)
Got to inflict composition but what is the point when no one listens
To a word you say some shit that'll work but is it taking a risk
Or spending some time deep inside in a pit of shit
Whatever this is I'm drowning myself in it for better or worse
Now you know why I had to go I had to go
I still love you
I hope you know I hope you know
Embrace the truth
We were never meant to be
Sorry I had to leave sorry I had to leave
Now you know why I had to go I had to go
I still love you
I hope you know I hope you know
Embrace the truth
We were never meant to be
Sorry I had to leave sorry I had to leave
What is it like this habit I have to turn my back on what I can't grasp
Is it the fact that I'm moving past that or the fact that I can't latch
On to the side of this locomotive and I be the loco who's driving this motive
But I'm so cold I don't show no emotion
So where do I go when I don't know where the fuck I'm going
The curtains
Are closing on me this ain't how it was supposed to be (nah get em)
But fuck what they say Ima go hard til my last breath
If I tip toe step I will still be on stomping grounds
(Gotta stomp em out)
Fuck around and see (fuck around and see)
Picking myself up
From the pit I would dwell guess I really do be raising up hell
Skin is shell why would I care what you say through a cell
You ain't have the balls to get back up when you fell
But who was there to help not you or you I knew I was all that I had
Just wait til I blow you'll be calling back like (yo) (uh)
Step off I got ten broads who wanna get their F on and they headstrong
Losing my train of thoughts (thots)
Guess I better move on 'fore I lose mine and my head's gone
I done fucked up so many times I'd be dead wrong
I'm making up for the things in life that I might've did wrong
Now you know why I had to go I had to go
I still love you
I hope you know I hope you know
Embrace the truth
We were never meant to be
Sorry I had to leave sorry I had to leave
Now you know why I had to go I had to go
I still love you
I hope you know I hope you know
Embrace the truth
We were never meant to be
Sorry I had to leave sorry I had to leave