Half of You

You made me cry today
You just forgave yourself
I could've given you hell
But what a price to pay
For such a small omission
And dancing in your kitchen
Feels like all that I've been asking for
Over and over
Over and over
You're what I've been working toward
Bending and breaking
Sitting and saying
And now there's angry words
That keep my tongue all tied when
You leave the space for silence
But I'm engulfed in her
Those pictures always slip through
Just blood inside the tissue, baby
Is this what I've been praying for
Over and over
Over and over
I can't blindly take much more
Bending and breaking
Sitting and saying
Your god has never seen me
Maybe that's why
It's like you've never seen me too
Erase what makes me worthy
Oh I love you Jesus
Just let me hold the other half of you
I haven't found the need
To entertain another
Now that I have my lover I
Have time to lie and think
It's not reciprocated
Picture you masturbating
Greedy eyes, empty mind
Over and over
Over and over
Thought maybe I would work this time
Bending and breaking
Sitting and saying
Your god has never seen me
Maybe that's why
It's like you've never seen me too
Erase what makes me worthy
Oh I love you Jesus
But you're too high up to find
And I'm a fool
This pressure's slowly growing
I'll live my whole life knowing
I cannot make that climb
Too weak to make you mine
Or ensure love eternal
It might just stay internal inside me
Over and over
Over and over
Over and over
Over and over