My Wishing Well Disease

Last night I felt my life burn my eyes
Falling asleep on fire I remembered you
And I'm trying
I'm trying
I'll wait here and wish for
A gorgeous disaster to happen
Because nothing fucking matters anymore
And I can't wish anymore
For angels with perfect skin
With halos that I always bend
Please don't watch me fall
And it's only a matter of time
And it's only life
My dreams are bleeding into lies
With no surprises
Bloodshot eyes
Matching all your sizes
And I can't wish anymore
For angels with perfect skin
With halos that I always bend
Please don't watch me fall
Why she looks amazing...
I wish I was amazing...
But it's fading...
Fading...