​​i scream out your name but you just ignore me

Overkill, it’s overkill
I wrote 7 fucking pages to you
To make sure that you understood why i did what i do
And what the fuck did I ever try to do to you?
I just got so fucking tired of waiting
Staring blank faced at the wall before me
I scream out your name
But you just ignore me

Done pretending
That I wanna live
I got a grave right behind me
That I’m tryna get in
My party’s over
Bring your alien friends
Oh just gimme a break
From you playing pretend

I been tryna learn how to breathe
A future here is not a future that’s mеant for me
I didn’t get a chance to savе me
Baby could you be the thing that holds me
Tightly, when I wake up with tears in my eyes
Could you love me
Feel me on a deeper level than most
I won’t cry with your hands around my throat