Wish You Were Here

[Intro]
I'm awake at four or five
Thinking how I'm sleep-deprived
Same thing happens all the time
But I just keep playing nice
Smoking till I hit these heights
I don't know, but I might
I remember stomach pains
I remember on that day
Back in like first grade
That was like '08

[Verse 1]
Til I'm drippin' in insulin
It's always been me and Sisyphus
Me and him have always been synonyms
I done fought with pissy cunts
And their prissy debutantes
We didn't have no shit to flaunt
Light a cig and start to cough
This shit man, no, it wasn't so funny
Dinner is served but it's from QuikTrip, buddy
We had so much spit to drop
And we've got everything to lose
So let's hope it doesn't flop
We're balling on a budget
Can't afford to lose my job
Just pray for a miracle
Get paid to be lyrical
Pick up the pace and don't you ever stop
Just pray to the spiritual
Strayed away but he's back on top
They think that I'm retarded for believing in a God
We're out here tryin' for bops
And we wanna make a milly
Finally do right by my pops
And impress my family
I get paid like I live my life so anxiously
But every other day it's handsomely
My brain resets so randomly
Fucked up in my mental state
Take a look inside my head
This is where the demons stay
You look in the mirror
And see the one that got away
I look you in the face
And see someone that's so vain
My valentines were a Frankenstein
Of love notes and invisible signs
You made me misty-eyed
I was callin' you Ms. July
Cause you were burnin' up, no Fahrenheit
Think I had you surprised
When I stopped by and said hi
But you saw me as a victim
The entire fuckin' time
How the fuck was I so blind?
I almost dropped my nine to five for you

[Verse 2]
Remember all the times we got in stupidity
Yeah we had sex and you took my virginity
But it was more of a mind fuck when we lost our stability
Told you I'd write a song with you for our anniversary
Why'd you get jealous of my pic with Felicity?
Fuck you if you think I wrote this shit for publicity
The love I had and the scars are validity
But you found three new guys
And they all try to belittle me
But only one could see the victory
And if I fuckin' see him
I'm gonna hit him like a middle c
You never wondered where I went if I'm okay
I was a bit bent, out of shape
I promise I'll move on but just you fuckin' wait
Cause the feelings of betrayal were the basis of this tape
It's been 365 days
And the words that you say still echo in my brain
I wish you were here when I still felt that way
It gives me a migraine
Oh damn, what a timeframe
You're taking his surname
How am I not supposed to feel pain?
I've been slighted like it's a game
Are you crazy or sniffin' caine?
I read on that screen, he wanted you
And he spelled out my fate
You can keep pretending you're unphased
We'll just be another copy/paste
Cause you're only attached at the waist
Hold him chest to chest, there's no connect
Karma needs to hurry up
There's only so much longer I can wait
I'm starving waiting like I'm losin' weight
You can keep layin' in bed, shufflin' the deck
But the feelings all fade
All the cards have been played
You've used every ace
Everybody's luck has to run out someday