Swan Song

Teardrops stike on the window
Reminded me of your beautiful skin
Your crystalized eyes
I empty my lungs out on the pillow
Reminded me of our last goodbye
Wish I could turn back time
Cause I'm still young and I'm lonely
I should be living so boldly
While I'm spilling red dreams on the floor
And though you're my one and only
I kinda feel that I low-key
Have no good reason not to leave me alone
'Cause sometimes I crack inside
Only just to feel alive
Sometimes I drown inside
Only just to kill some time
While slowly dying
I'm a teardrop waiting to hit the ground
But right now I'm flying
It doesn't matter if my swan song is a free fall
And I shouldn't let you close
Well, you shouldn't lend me warmth
My love is like a parassite
And I still wish that I was by your side
There's a weird taste in being alone
Conversating with shadows on the wall
If you talk to them then they are no monsters at all
Cause I'm still young and I'm lonely
I should be living so boldly
While I'm spilling red dreams on the floor
And though you're my one and only
I kinda feel that I low-key
Have no good reason not to leave me alone
'Cause sometimes I crack inside
Only just to feel alive
Sometimes I drown inside
Only just to kill some time
While slowly dying
I'm a teardrop waiting to hit the ground
But right now I'm flying
It doesn't matter if my swan song is a free fall
Cause I'm still young and I'm lonely
I should be living so boldly
While I'm spilling red dreams on the floor
And though you're my one and only
I kinda feel that I low-key
Have no good reason not to leave me alone
'Cause sometimes I crack inside
Only just to feel alive
Sometimes I drown inside
Only just to kill some time
While slowly dying
I'm a teardrop waiting to hit the ground
But right now I'm flying
Does it matter if my swan song is a free fall?