Maybe

It's heavy in my plus size head
Sinking in this twin size bed
cnother day a failed attempt...

Sleeping in, waking past 8
Sunrise never changed my fate
Still an empty god damn slate...

Maybe I should read a book
Plot that's gonna leave me shook
Surely then I'll write that killer hook
Find someone to fall in love
Inspiration from above...
Hoping that'll be enough!

Maybe it's just what it seems
Gotta give up on my dreams
Never had it in me any way
Focus on my day job and how to get my pay up...
Reality don't give a fuck(Fuck!)

Fuck! Yeah I'm stuck
It's an uphill battle
Somebody don swallowed the key to my proverbial shackle
Crumpled pages in the bin, it's spilling out of the brim
I'm shouting Kobe while I'm throwing, then I'm starting again...

Late nights stay up with baggy eyes
Go round in circles a thousand times
These lines don't seem to fit right
cnd then I realise...

Maybe I should read a book
Plot that's gonna leave me shook
Surely then I'll write that killer hook
Find someone to fall in love, inspiration from above....
I'm hoping that'll be enough!

Maybe it's just what it seems
Gotta give up on my dreams
Never had it in me any way(no oh-oh-oh)
Focus on my day job and how to get my pay up...
Reality don't give a fuck(Fuck!)

Day Job... pay up
Day job, pay up, stay up to labour yeah (read a book)(Fuck!)
Day job, pay up, stay up to labour yeah
Reality don't give fuck.