Drowning

Pull me under, set me free
This air can't reach my lungs
Pull me under, sinking deep
I'm drowning in you, drowning in this

From the start I always knew who you were
Huh
Every song, I feel I'm writin' this verse
It's so ironic 'cause you probably
Don't care that I'm hurt
When you out drinkin' with your friends
Drag my name through the dirt
Tryna make me sound like the
Very person I'm not know your game
I ain't playing you just mad you got caught
Love to hear the things you said
When he was taking it off
Sometimes I really fuckin' wonder
Was I even a thought?
Or was I just somebody that
You knew you could use?
Seems like every choice you made
Was always based around you
Two sides to every story
But my side is the truth
Ain't got a clue who you became
Tore me in two and that's fine, okay
You just go do what you want
Know you'll come back runnin'
First sign-and I'm gone
You don't want me when I'm here
But you do when I'm not
I can't understand
Lately drownin' deep in my thoughts

Pull me under, set me free
This air can't reach my lungs
Pull me under, sinking deep
I'm drowning in you, drowning in this

Deep in my (Thoughts on thoughts on thoughts
On thoughts on)

So we play the same game again
Think you're changin'
And you do the same again
Need my pad and pen for this awakenin'
You don't even need to speak
'cause your actions can
Know I can see through
Everything that you did
And when I say it this time
I'm really done with your shit
So go 'head drink, party
Maybe post of a pic
It's just a matter of time 'til you
See the truth in all this
Your real friends ain't real
They as fake as you are
Only there for you when you
Gettin' drunk at a bar wish your life away
Forgettin' everything in your heart
The thing that hurts me the most: I
Knew this all from the start
Guess I was love-blinded, thinkin'
It's perfect time, and
When I look up at you now
I see your true colors shinin'
Still, I'm gonna miss it change
The past in an instant
But you just go on with your
Life like I never existed

Pull me under, set me free
This air can't reach my lungs
Pull me under, sinking deep
I'm drowning in you, drowning in this

Deep in my (Thoughts on thoughts on thoughts
On thoughts on)

I know I made my own mistakes, too
But that doesn't excuse what you'd do!
You always played me then would tread
Me like it's nothin' to you
All my life I've only ever
Opened up to a few
Turnin' the page you can never
Act your own age make up more lies than the
Makeup on your face
You drink and drink and drink and
Drink until he grabbin' your waist
How the fuck you say you love
Me? That was never the case, right!?

Pull me under, set me free
This air can't reach my lungs
(Never the case, right!?)
Pull me under, sinking deep
I'm drowning in you, drowning in this

Deep in my (Thoughts on thoughts on thoughts
On thoughts on)