I Decay

When life gets hard
I snap and lash right back in full attack
Bitch, death is easy
Take it now and you can't take it back
I roll my dope, I blow my smoke
It keeps my mind intact
Can't nobody harm me
Kind of alarming when you fathom that
I took the psycho path
Feel like I might go mad
The money movin' fast
Can't keep up so they mad
The whole world in my grasp
And seven moons in my hands
Just spent a couple racks but
I'm gonna make it back

I decay, i do not know who these voices
Inside of my head are
Conversations keeping me awake
I can never seem to find the
Sanity that I have lost i decay
I do not know what the fuck to
Do with all my time now
Now it just feels like my
Time's in a box and
The hands on the clock have
Been holding me down i decay
I do not know where most
Of my emotions have gone
I just keep wandering aimlessly
All in my brain
It's exhausting so I'm moving on i decay
I do not know why the fuck I am wasting away
With every minute I make my decisions
But the rest of existence remains to decay

Still under the dirt
Black nails, black shirt
Bitch, get off my back
Don't get on my nerves
Bitch, you might get hurt
Cease your breathing for sure
I got demons that lurk
Hope they get to you first
They never gon' learn i stay alert
Things never goin' work i can't convert
What the fuck do you need? I'm introverted
Bitch, it's OmenXI I I the life reverser

I decay, i do not know who these voices
Inside of my head are
Conversations keeping me awake
I can never seem to find the
Sanity that I have lost i decay
I do not know what the fuck to
Do with all my time now
Now it just feels like my
Time's in a box and
The hands on the clock have
Been holding me down i decay
I do not know where most
Of my emotions have gone
I just keep wandering aimlessly
All in my brain
It's exhausting so I'm moving on i decay
I do not know why the fuck I am wasting away
With every minute I make my decisions
But the rest of existence remains to decay