Inhumane

Neck is tensing up it's getting rough and
I don't got enough inside me today
Doc put a drug in a paper cup
Lift the tongue and swallow da pain
Hard to rise above when they push and
Shove each thought in yo brain
Started chasing love into places dark
Till they start to tighten the chain
I can here the shatter of
A child when he breaks
I can feel the splatter of
Dreams i never chased
How can I be faster when
I never asked to race
Guess that nothing even matters just
Another speck in space
We da profit filling wallets stuck in
Pockets of the man lacking options
Never honest born in coffins is da plan
We exhausted from the losses i
Can't count on my hands
I'm just a hostage using caution
When assaulting yo demands
Screaming out hear me out want you to see
Demons and crooks and we all tryna eat
Dreaming and shook can't get myself sleep
And I'm crafting a book of
Each lie they told me

I don't wanna breathe, I don't wanna choke
I don't wanna sink, I don't wanna swim
I don't wanna creep, I don't wanna fly
I don't wanna think i don't wanna stop
I don't wanna, I don't wanna
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
I don't want to try, I don't wanna quit
I don't want to cut But I wanna bleed
I don't want to kill you
But I want you dead
I pick up the phone make a call on collect
I work for a dream while you work for a check
I plot and I scheme while you chasin a bitch
I hop in the civic all black then I dip
I pour up the Rossi sit back and I sip
You live the fast life, I ain't got one
I ain't got love, I don't want none
I've been stressed out, keep it pent in
I'ma lash out, create blood shed
Give a fuck less if youre in my way
I'ma bring blades, they can bring the pain
You ain't competition, you ain't
In my lane
You don't know me, you don't know blnk