Nu Feelings

Lately I been thinking that all of this could be make believe
Woke up I was dreaming bout money liquor women and weed
Problems on my mind I was blind from what was really important
Really I was broken inside of me couldn't find the courage
Really I been waiting for something I don't know what it is
Really I been running from something I don't know what it is
All I know is I tried
So I never can fail
Holding onto feelings, that gone but still feel like they here
I just wanna show you I speak how I feel yeah
Cause I been staying quiet I'm wanting to yell ya
1000 in my pocket I don't care how you feel
I let it pour while I'm here Cause I'm torn why I'm here
They say they wanna get it, they can come and find me
I spent time inside the basement
I had packs inside the basement
I was really tryna face all the issues that i put to the side
I feel like I've had the same questions my whole life I don't ask why

I don't even know what I want, I think you feel the same
I pour all my thoughts in a cup, so I don't feel insane
I was happy when I was young, now I don't feel the same
Oh well let it go yeah feel the pain
Lately I been thinking that all this shit ain't what it seems yeah
Lately I been thinking to myself do I do it me
I been falling up, floating to where I need to be
Lately I ain't picking up the phone when they try calling me
Lately I been away, I been getting this money
I been Putin in the work to really become somebody
I had nothing on my plate
Now I'm eating rolling kush
People got lots to say i just tell em to shush