materialize

Hollow
Lately, these fantasies
Leave me hollow
Just trying to make it
To tomorrow
If they don't kill me
In my bed

Sorrow
Doing what you can
With what you don't know
Making little plans
That you can follow
Do your best
And let fate do the rest

Just trying to keep up
And keep myself from losing touch
Addicted to the buzz
Cheap cigarettes and paper cuts
To make you feel alive
To make you feel alive

I'll give you everything that you want
Just come and get it
Maybe we could materialize
I've got million thoughts in my mind
I'm only human
I just want to materialize

You caught me
I wish this was the end
And that this has never been
Is it too late to go back?
I just want something real
I want to
Feel something real again

Just trying to keep up
And keep myself from losing touch
Addicted to the buzz
Sleeping pills and getting drunk
If only for a night
If only for a night

I'll give you everything that you want
Just come and get it
Maybe we could materialize
I've got million thoughts in my mind
I'm only human
I just want to materialize

I'll give you everything that you want
Just come and get it
Maybe we could materialize
I've got million thoughts in my mind
I'm only human
I just want to materialize