The River Dreams [2023 Remastered]

Say what you say, I`m on the game again;
It´s hard to face it all alone,
As the ice rattles once again.
 
Can feel the earth shaking strong and loud
And so my life trembles then;
I am playing tricks to escape,
And run away from hell…
 
I´m still begging to my guts,
There’s something wrong inside;
I fell on endless drinking,
Of this ocean like crap wine.
 
Oh loving Moon, will you please take me someplace else;
Oh gentle sunlight, find me as soon as I awake…
There's too much time at hand and boredom to deny;
Oh mother life, please let me in!
 
I always hide for good and distance,
Silence heals me through!
My wooden girlfriend stares in silence,
Yelling never gives the way…

I don’t know how my drive got lost;
Unless belief is on again!
My caring muses strongly
cover me with faith.
 
The melodies taste like thunder lights,
and they poison me in delight.
All the bargains with my demons,
To achieve the open skies.
 
Oh loving Moon, please show me a brand new song;
All knowing sun, wake me up so I can fly…
I keep a thousand lives and a bunny in my bag;
Oh blinding mirrors, don´t write my songs…