Your Heart Must Be Beating in My Chest

Yeah this is the last time I know you don't love me now
But you gotta know this for me.. listen

Today I stupidly yearn for you, crying
After that night when you left me
I'm kneeling in front of your confidence
I don't know if I can see you again
I'm not living a single day, even taking a breath is hard
I see your smile, but my small heart is overflowing with tears
If there was a cure to forget you, a way to forget you, if I only knew one way
I wouldn't live like this, hurting from day to day

Hating you a lot, hating you even more, you can breathe in me
Could I throw you away, could I send you away, I'll just hate you a little longer
Even when I'm on the phone with a friend, I'm able to drink the beer I couldn't drink before
Having only talked about you, the tears I waited out spill
I guess my head only thinks of you, your heart beats in mine
Even if I just call your name, my chest tightens and my breath hitches, I feel like I'm going to die

Loving you a lot, and when I want you, if it means teaming up with you
If something like a miracle occurs to me, I won't let go of your hand
I can't go above that high sky
I can't look at the blinding sun's boldness
No matter how I run, my shelter is darkened
A person just like you causes obstacles
No matter where I go, no matter who I meet, if it's not you it's all the same
I look in the mirror, and there are tears I pretend to unknowingly hold inside
Okay, it's alright if you call me a fool, what I'm praying for
Though I don't deserve it, that girl is looking and smiling at me
Hating you a lot, hating you even more, you can breathe in me
Could I throw you away, could I send you away, I'll just hate you a little longer
Even if I hate you to death, you breathe in me
I guess I can't throw you away, I guess I can't send you away