​i’m a failure.

[Intro]
Damn, the rain's really comin' down outside
But the real storm's in here
Haha, that's from like Family Guy or some shit
Nevermind, nevermind
Fuck it, forget it, forget it

[Chorus]
I'm a failure, that's the root of my problems
Makin' empty promises that I'm gon' solve 'em
Uh, as the sweat trickles down my cheek
I wish my heart had a brain like me
Uh, wake up in the morning
Throw some eggs in a pan in my boxers
Thinkin' 'bout how I'm gonna advance
Need an Oscar, the way that I've been actin' happy
'Cause I ain't really been that happy, uh

[Chorus]
I'm a failure, that's the root of my problems
Makin' empty promises that I'm gon' solve 'em
Uh, as the sweat trickles down my cheek
I wish my heart had a brain like me
Uh, wake up in the morning
Throw some eggs in a pan in my boxers
Thinkin' 'bout how I'm gonna advance
Need an Oscar, the way that I've been actin' happy
'Cause I ain't really been that happy, uh

[Verse 1]
It's not about the pen game
It's about the thoughts behind the words
I feel like everybody's thinkin' in reverse
Does it matter if I fail or succeed?
If by the time that I leave, I'm just an empty body sittin' in a hearse
Depression, not ungrateful
Promise you, I know it could be worse
But this brain is still controlling me, I'm subject to its curse
I just make bad decisions
Acknowledging the mission of my failure
Deliverin' the message sayin', "Please, don't shoot the mailer"

[Verse 2]
Uh, all of my pets is dust bunnies
Promise honest music is really not gon' make that much money
Looney muh'fucka dancin' 'round with his nose runny
I just want some karats in my teeth, no Bugs Bunny

[Chorus]
I'm a failure, that's the root of my problems
Makin' empty promises that I'm gon' solve 'em
Uh, as the sweat trickles down my cheek
I wish my heart had a brain like me
Uh, wake up in the morning
Throw some eggs in a pan in my boxers
Thinkin' 'bout how I'm gonna advance
Need an Oscar, the way that I've been actin' happy
'Cause I ain't really been that happy, uh

[Outro]
What's ridiculous, is even if Tycho directed it
I couldn't picture this
A mind that keen to happiness, and dreams embracin' blissfulness
Conceptualized the mind, been in my mind since I'm a little kid
Hershey bars and licorice
Fell in love with cinema
'Cause I can live through someone else vicariously
Had to snap out of every movie, it's embarrassing
Convinced I was the character, mental health marathon
I'm disconnected
(Failure, failure, failure)