Penelope

(Intro: Perry Maysun & Suicide Hotline Operator)
Hold on one moment please, someone will be right with you
(Be okay, it’s gon’ be okay)
Thank you for calling LifeBetter
Where we make your life better
Penelope speaking, how may I help you?
What’s going on?

(Verse 1: Perry Maysun)
Uhhhh, spent the whole day inside my bed
And don't intend to leave cause if I do i'll drink again
And mix the vodka with the pills that I got from my friеnd
(He's not your friend)
I guess hе's not, I’m depressed a lot
How many volts would it take to cause a mega shock?
(‘bout 50)
Yes, this is a song bout me killing myself
It's not a cry for help, so please don’t call me
Walking with some coffee at seven that's in the morning
Just stuck in a daze of days looking for reasons not off me

(Refrain: Suicide Hotline Operator)
Well, what's in your head?
Like tell me, what causes these dark thoughts?
I need you to work with me here

(Verse 2 : Perry Maysun)
Penelope, shut the fuck up im irritated
I just want to find my peace and be liberated (liberation)
For the duration of my breakdown I’m gon’ close my eyes
And jump off a motherfucking building until I hit the sky
Consuming everything I like, even if it's not good for me
Dogs don’t stop eating ‘till the bowl is fucking empty
I feel like nothing really matters
Like I could go to sleep, not wake up, and take the latter (wake up!)

(Verse 3: Perry Maysun)
To the highest mountain top with a little bit of snow on it
Just know when the wind hit your face, I just blowed a kiss
I don't know what it is, the world just feel so goddamn gray all the time
And I sit in my room and waste a day half the time
No I don't wanna go outside i'm scared of seeing my reflection in a puddle, cause they're everywhere
Plus I got Penny, Chip, And Napkin
And also, the plug was here 20 minutes ago so I'm laughing
What happened?
Why the sky so gray all the time on my side?
What happened?
Why the sky so goddamn gray on my side all the time?
What Happened?

(Outro: Suicide Hotline Operator)
It’s gonna be fine, I promise it's gonna be fine
Were gonna get you with a therapist
Um, I’m looking at therapists in your area right now
It's gonna be fine
You just need to reflect, and be happy
Just breathe, just take a deep breath for me
Just breathe, breathe, just breathe
Just take a deep breath it's gonna be fine
Just breathe