If i could cry (it will feel like this outro)

[Intro]
If i could cry
If i could cry
If i could cry
If i could cry
If i could cry
If i could cry
If i could cry
If i could cry
It would feel
It would feel like this, like this
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse]
I just keep wondering, if someone loves me, cuz i can´t handle, not anymore
And if you love me, can you please show me?
I just wanna feel that i´m alive in this world
No rain, no flowers, hate you, i love you
What am i becoming?
I´m my own biggest enemy, in this battle, i can´t win
Bad toughts, negative mind, i wish, i could stop
Bad dreams coming true, i´m so confuse
Stuck in my house, noone´s around
And if i could cry, it would feel like this, it would feel like this
What am i became?