hurt

I thought I would be over this
Yeah it hurts more than I admit
I hate when you see me like this
I'm a mess, wish I didn't exist

But I gotta tell you, I feel better than I did last night
I guess I never really thought I ever needed a cry
It's a start, and my heart is gonna be alright
If I'm honest with you I think it felt quite nice
I hope that I won't ever need to suppress
I hope I never will forget that it's okay to confess
That I'm sad, I'm hurt, I'm fucking depressed
But hey, I'm a man, it's okay to express

That you are the one I need
You are my everything
'Cause when I fall apart
You're there to fix me up, oh
You are, you are the only one I want
The only one I want
Woah woah
The only one I want
Woah woah

Sometimes I wish I wouldn't lie
'Cause when I do it eats me up inside
I'd I say that I am doing fine
Then I push away my friends every time

When I used to hurt, I just found myself making it worse
I guess I always used to blame, I thought it was curse
I relearnt, to accept and deal with all this pain
I used to always overthink and always ran away
And I hope that I won't ever need to suppress
I hope I will never forget that it's okay to confess
That I'm sad, I'm hurt, I'm fucking depressed
But hey, I'm a man, it's okay to express

That you are the one I need
You are my everything
'Cause when I fall apart
You're there to fix me up, oh
You are, you are the only one I want
The only one I want
Woah woah
The only one I want
Woah woah
The only one I want